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WOW!!! it sure has been a while sense I have been on here. All kind of things have been happening both good and bad. I know god does not give you more the you can handle but one thing is for sure he knows where your limits are. I saw this and thought how true it is and at the same time I know how to relate it to my life. Thought I would share it with who ever is out their.
LETTING GO
To let go isn’t to forget, not think about, or ignore.
It doesn’t leave feelings of anger, jealousy, or regret.
Letting go isn’t winning and it isn’t losing.
It’s not about pride and it’s not about how you appear.
And its not obsessing or dwelling on the past.
Letting go isn’t blocking memories or thinking sad thoughts,
And doesn’t leave emptiness, hurt or sadness.
It’s not giving in or giving up
Letting go isn’t about loss, and it’s not defeat
Letting go is to cherish memories, but to overcome and to move on.
It is having an open mind and confidence in the future.
Letting go is accepting. It is learning and experiencing and growing
To let go is to be thankful for the experiences that made you laugh,
Made you cry and made you grow.
It’s about all that you have, all that you had and all that you will soon again
Letting go is having courage to accept change, and the strength to keep moving.
Letting go is growing up
It is realizing that the heart can sometimes be the most potent remedy
To let go is to open a door, and to clear a path and set yourself free.

Basketball

Well my boys are playing now; the youngest was one year off of make age level. He wants to be out their so bad. My middle boy just loves it he thinks its the best thing seance slice cheese. My oldest boy he loves it to he has stolen the ball away more times then anyone else in his age group. He also is good at passing his aim does need some practice but for his first time i think they are doing great. My husbands youngest son is dominating the floor. he is really good but i think this is making him better. he only has one more year of grammar school left. I want him to be the best he can be he loves the game so much. It is fun to watch his younger brothers try to be like him. They try to talk basketball with him and it makes me smile when i hear him try to teach them the right terminology. My husband is working a lot after he gets done teaching he has football practice he gets home late through out the week. I have been keeping up with everything to do with the kids. That alone is non stop with school; homework; sports in this case it is basketball. Then all of the home stuff cleaning; cooking; outside work. At times it seems like their is just no time to do anything I want to do. It just comes with being a parent nothing else compares.

Decathlon

Our thirteen yr. old went to his decathlon meet did real well. We all attended the awards ceremony he ended up getting one third place medal, one second place medal, and three first place medal. his team was first place for teams and e made first place over out county in his grade level. Went he got up every time his name was called all you could hear was clank..clank..clank from his medals around his neck. That boy had the biggest smile you ever seen.

The truck

Well the truck broke down again. he had it fixed on the 8th of april and it broke down on the 14th. Less then a week later so yesterday the 15th my husband had to take the camper to work. This place he works at does not allow you to drive campers to work. It made it an interesting day for him. I got a phone call after work was over from him telling me the tire on the back was flat and the other was extremely low. He ended up going to his dads house to fix the tires. When it rains it pours. One thing after another seems to happen. So we have not had a chance to look under the hood to see what is wroung. We know it is something we wont like it died on the way home from work with no noise of any kind. I know what we will be doing this weekend.

Easter

Well it went great all things considered. My husband was not moving around very good but he was their for the baskets, egg hunt, and dinner. Although he did not really eat due to the surgery. The kids had a blast my middle boy the 6 yr. old found the most eggs. We went to the park down the road from us for an Easter egg hunt. They seemed to enjoy it more then the ones we have at home. The boy dyed 4 1/2 dozen eggs the night before we could not eat all of them. From hard boiled eggs, deviled eggs, potato salad..... anything to do with boiled eggs I made it. Boy am I glad that is over I think everyone it tiered of eggs lol. The boys loved their baskets filled with all kinds of candy, sidewalk chalk, and paddeles with the ball tied to it. It was a long but fun day everyone enjoyed it.

It has been a while

Well were to start..... Tings have been non stop around here. My husband had surgery he had his gallbladder out as well as his lump. Which was not cancer thank god. That was done on good friday so we spent the day at the hospital and the kids spent the day with grandpa. Everything went ok he has been sore for the last week but is doing great. My husband went to Arizona to a football coaching clinic this last weekend. He had a great time from the sound of everything. Just before good fri. the truck broke down he started working on it and finished in on the 7th of april. Which just happened to be my grannys b-day 87th. So while he spent the afternoon working on a truck I went with my three boys to my grannys. Where my aunt and uncle from L.A. were. My brother sister-in-law and their son came over. We all had a nice dinner and visit the cuz enjoyed playing together.

No News

Still no news about my husbands lump. I did not think it would take this long to hear about it. I know very thing happens in gods time. I am still only human and can not stand the wait. We did find out that he does need surgery again. He has gallstones and they want to remove his gallbladder. Gallstones are found in many people with gallbladder cancer. I was unaware of this until now. We have been so worried about the lump that goes from his chest down to the bottom of his rib cage. We don't know what that is, but now we know that this can lead to cancer. It is a lot to take in all at once. The news about this; no news about his lump; no news about my dads cancer; and my husbands new job he just got. We still have to function every day and go through life. The kids do not stop just cause we are waiting for news about someone or something. My lil guy woke up this morning with a fever. As you can imagine my four year old is cranky and tired from it. He has to be held and nothing seems to please him. He wants to watch a movie but can not have the sound on at all. I don't blame him light and sound bother me when I am sick why should it be any different for him. My nine year old brought his progress report home he has went up in all subjects, two have stayed the same. I am so proud of his achivement I know it is not easy to hold good grades all of the time. We got the school pictures in today when did they get so expensive? $12.00 a sheet and $45.00 for the pack of five sheets. When you have three kids in school that is a lot of money. I understand they need to make their money as well but that is a lot still. Their are about 20 kids in a class if each kid buys one sheet that is $240.00 per class. I know not every kid will buy one sheet some will have none others will hav all. So if you average it out their are 14 different classes $3360.00 is a lot of money for four hours of work.